I'm trying to stop the pain
but I'm drowning in my shame
the blood has subsided but the hurt has not
the scars are healing but I'm barely breathing each day i smile to make others believe that I'm okay the razor sits alone and i crave its touch so much, just to slit my pale skin but i just can't take it
i just want one more night to feel that pain to see that blood and the all of the shame
because I'm trying to stop the pain
but I'm drowning in my shame
