I hate every thing

Is there not someone for me
i cant stand my own destiny
i breathe in, and breathe out
but theres nothing more for me
i hate everything

alone in this life is no way to go
but the emptiness in side
i know cant show
i hide the emotions from all to see
i cant hold out long
i need to breathe
the look and smell, it just isn't real
guess i try too hard
there is no girl

is there not someone for me
i cant stand my own destiny
i breathe in, and breathe out
but there nothing more for me
i hate everything