I bet you didn't know

I bet you didn't know,
Just how many tears I've shed,
Cause to you it's invisible,
Like the blood I've bled.

I bet you didn't know,
That I was lost in complete darkness,
Even though i seemed fine,
My soul was filled with sadness.

I bet you didn't know,
That you fill me with anger,
And with all this pain,
has put my life in danger.

I bet you didn't know,
That I cut again tonight,
While you were fast asleep,
I made a mark with my knife.

And I bet you haven't found,
That now i lie dead,
My sad, lifeless body,
Is laying on my bed.

But I guess I didn't know,
Just how much I want my life,
And if I could do it all over,
I would never pick up that knife.