Given up on me

You were once my hero,
The one I could look up to,
You could never do anything wrong,
And there was nothing you couldn't do.

You were strong and brave,
Kind and sweet,
You kept me safe,
And you kept me on my feet.

You didn't want me to see,
The other side of you,
The one you hid around me,
Even though I knew.

No smoking or drinking,
Around my lil sis,
I remember when,
you would tell the guys this.

Remember us hanging out,
Play wrestling, and having a blast,
And no matter how bad my day,
You could always make me laugh.

But you're no longer my hero,
And no longer make me laugh,
Instead you make me cry,
And wish for the past.

You don't know how bad I'm hurt,
You crushed me when you gave up,
It's like you didn't care anymore,
You just didn't give a fukc.

I just wanna know,
What did I do,
I must have fukced up bad,
to have lost you.

~this is for my brother, please rate or message~