Once again
you call a time out
you question our love
you believe you've fallen for another girl
but you've only knew her for a day
you've known me for 9 years
how does that compare
what's wrong with me
why don't you see
that I'm the one for you
i would do anything for you
I'd give you my heart and soul
i would trust you with my life
what's wrong with me
why can't i keep you to myself
i mean you did it in a nice way
and i know you feel bad to
you were and still are
my BEST guy friend
and that will never change
i know how you care about me
but it still hurts inside
when you tell me you think we need a break
I'm not going to give you the guilt trip
but I'm still missing you
you deserve to be happy
but what about me?
i want to be able to smile
inside and out again
just to be in your arms
holding me close
i love you so much
and it hurts so much
to know that can't have you
i wonder sometimes
if it's because you're embarrassed of me
I'm sorry if i can't be perfect
i will never be
maybe i have to lose some weight
or figure out a new appearance
but that seems like so much
just to please you
and when i ask you
you say that none of that matters
but your actions say something else
I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm whining
but I'm not
i just want to know the secret
in which i can make you love me
the same exact way i do
our love has been through several hurdles
and we've concorded most of them
our love is strong as can be
that i know for a fact
but sometimes it's shaky
but we always seem to pull through
will this break be the same?
i hope so
maybe you just need time to sort your thoughts
and really think things through
i want you back
to call my own
your my world
my everything
i love you with every part of me
my heart and soul
i will love you forever and always
I'm just waiting until you can feel the same
