No Longer Pure

Thankyou for reading

Pick me up
And I will melt
There are no words
For what I've felt

Don’t come near
My broken shell
Watch those tears
You know so well

You know we won’t
See eye to eye
You’ll scream and shout
I’ll sit and cry

I know you’ll never
Understand
But I really wish
You’d lend a hand

Touch my skin
You know it hurts
Red grooves smile
So full of dirt

******

Wash it
Away
Oh God please
Kill it
Taking my breath
Taking my life.........

I can no longer
Stand.....
This hell
Torture
Pain
Nothing to gain
Nothing but shame

*******

Smile at me
Show me you care
I’ll show you my pain
I’ll give you a scare

I used to wish
You’d hold me tight
Sit with me
All through the night

Please please leave
I wish you’d stay
Don’t turn your back
Just go away

Don’t ask how
I feel today
You know I’ll say
That I’m okay

Please don’t see
Behind my mask
I wish you’d see
I wish you’d ask

Don’t try to help
It’ll be in vain
There is no cure
For endless pain

I wish you’d help
To find my cure
My soul is black
No longer pure…

Feeling so messed up.. x