Terrible suicide

As i put the knife in the sink i didn't no what to think
as i watched the blood flow down my arm
i really didn't mean any harm
the tears fall down my face
as i think to myself how much i hate this place
nothings right,every things wrong
in a moment i'll be gone
I'm so tired of people saying they care and
then their never there,
secrets,lies,yea I'm all apart of that
but it really gets bad wen you give up,walk away and everyone thinks your ok
until one night,
you slowly drift away with only 4 words to say,
this is my suicide
then u wont ever see another day
i may seem like a simple little girl
but my troubles are pulling me away from my friends and
they don't no if I'm telling the whole story from beginning to end
but theres way too many secrets and
i don't no why i cant just tell them whats going on
but they wouldn't understand,
no-one seems to see my life is just a terrible suicide