its was only a few weeks ago not even that,
you had called me an "untrue" best friend!
but now this really is the end!
i cant believe you Leanne your suppose to be my friend!
you said when you down "my hand i will lend"
what a t w a t for believing you!
but you sounded so convising i thought you would be true!
i thought you was my best mate i thought i could trust u i told you my life and every tiny Little secret i had or problem you was who i told!
i thought you kept it all in never told a soul tell the over day!
i found out you didn't even keep it in for 1 day my god what a "best friend"
the other day when you was having ago at me i was heartbroken,
but not as much as i am now!
you have broke my heart so much its not fixable!
i really thought you was my mate!
from day one i thought we would be friends forever but really you didn't care about any if it!
all our laughs we have had did they mean anything?
the times you hugged me said i love ya mate why did you say it?
if you didn't like me so much why did you always ask me to come round your house and get pissed with you and stuff? why Leanne why?
i feel used!
there hasn't bin a day gone by where i haven't thought about this!
i looked up to you, i loved you to bits! i dropped everyone because i thought you was all i needed, Leanne how you was to me made everyone i new horrible, you was so nice you acted like you really cared! i thought you really was my friend!
i just wish you hadn't have done this to me! its like you used me to make me feel like a pieces of s h i t on the floor used me to get things out and then run off to one person after the other telling them!
you are 25 years old i thought you would have grown out of that by now I'm only 16 Leanne why you doing this to me? its not fair!!
all i can do now is carry on with my life but i cant stop thinking of you!
the thing that hurts the most is i never said a word to anyone ...all the things you said to me all the shit you was in i never told a soul!
i tried my hardest to stop you from gettin off your drugs!
the things you have done to me what gives you the right!ive made mistakes in my life i no and i can change im 16..your 25 you should have grown up leanne!
im glad you done it now! else i would have just ended up like you!
