I Hate You Daddy

I saw you always watching me,
How could you do it
You used to be my hero
I loved you so much
But I then realized that the reason
You watched me is because it was me
You wanted to touch
I always wondered when it would actually happen
Knowing without a doubt that eventually it would
When you were done you looked at me
And there you still stood
I never quite realized just how much I hated you for it
You were always standing over me
Always wanting more from me
Always telling me how pathetic I was
So now I’m shutting the door
And I never want to see you again
Because nothing was ever good enough for you
Never again will I let this happen
You put me through so much pain
I even watched you beat my brother when he was four
Almost to the point that he would die
You broke so many bones in his body
And I was just a baby
All you ever did when you were around is lie
We were doing so good without you
You left us and you were gone with no help for ten years
Why did you have to come back
I had my own life I didn't want you back
Because history has a way of repeating itself
I knew that someday mom or I would be next
Then that day finally came
You actually tried to beat me too
But I was ready for it
I knew it was on its way
You apparently didn't know what you were up against because
I turned it around on you
When it was done there was nothing left to say
I was done and mom was done, so you were gone the next day
I’m done with you emotionally and physically abusing me
I’m done with not being good enough for you
I’m done trying to be somebody I’m not for you
Altogether I’m just done with you
Because you are the one who’s pathetic
I’m the one who should be wanting more
You weren’t there for my childhood
And then you come back expecting things from me
Well I don’t think so
Not anymore
Never again will I let it happen
Daddy I hate you
You left me with emotional scars and physical bruises
And I never want to see your face again
So let this be a warning to you next time you think about
Doing anything to me
Now you’ll always be reminded of me, your daughter
Just remember next time that in the end
You will be the one who loses

sorry its so long, but plz read and comment anyway. It would definitely mean a lot. thanx