My Anorexia hell

by BleedingAngel   Feb 22, 2005


Look in the mirror, don't be shy
if you see what I see, then you'll know why
why I hurt my self the way I do
and its not because I don't love you

I hate my self and what I see
but some day Ill look the way I want to be
I know that you all see the same
but you don't tell me that you're ashamed

this voice in my head is so loud
but I know that some day she'll make you proud
Shes helping me feel good, when I´m sad
and when I'm eating she makes me feel bad

Her name is Ana and she's a good friend to me
and the best thing is that she sees what I see
She tells me what to eat and how to dress
she wants me to exercise more and eat less

Ill do what ever she wants me to
I have will and I'll show it to you
Today after lunch she made me vomit
She said "do that every time and you'll love it"

Shes right, she knows just what to say
so I promised her to do this every day
I cant wait until tomorrow
and I'm glad that Ana takes away my sorrow.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach

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  • 19 years ago

    by Feline Fatigue

    you explain personality through this poem very well. good job!

  • 19 years ago

    by *liZ*

    yes omg yes uh i think i you sucked the words from my brain... we are alot alot alike... great job.. I love it. We should email eachother... do you have AOL or AIM?

  • 19 years ago

    by Hayley

    wow thats really good, hang in there i know how it feels, if you ever need to talk i'm always here to listen. if you get the time comment on some of my poems.