Heartbreaking

Staring at the blood at my side
They’re looking at me and my ruby red tide
They’re wanting to ask but know it can’t help
You got me, the pain oozes, I yelp
My final glimpse of the first world is you
Smiling away mouthing ‘I love you too’
The barrel is smoking; it’s blacking me out
My voice is tied in knots, this time I can’t shout
Looking back over the frosted scene
Never thought you could be so mean
But it was you pulling the trigger
Ripping my heart with a mechanical digger
Imagining the curl in your lips as you let out that snigger