What I lost

I know its not good
I know it is bad
to not let go of something
that i had once had

i don\'t know why
it lingers in my mind
something so good
that again i must find

it will come someday
so i wont shed a tear
sometimes i don\'t miss it
because i know that its near

it makes life a joy
to know it happened
except it makes me sad
because i know that it left