Its been a long time, i know
but i'm still here thinking of you
and i miss you..but that doesn't matter
i know you've left me
but that doesn't mean that i don't love you still
and so i think of you
and how you love her
and how it was me that used to be in your arms
the memories are torturing me
never leaving me alone
i close my eyes and try to forget
but your face is forever scarred into my mind
i grab the knife to cut out a part of me
hopefully this will help you fade away
i see the blood running down my arms
i wipe it away and it is gone
and for a moment, one precious moment
you have gone too...
but its not long before you come back
you'll never leave forever
and its not long before i pick up that knife
one more time...just one little cut
maybe a little deeper this time
and i slice away, my life spills from my skin
but i still love you
deeper and deeper the cuts will get
but something is still keeping you here
and finally i realize how i can forget..
i take the knife for this one last time
and carve and cut and slice away
thick crimson blood poors from the gashes...
i feel lightheaded and i collapse to the floor
and i love you still
but not for much longer now
as my life slowly fades, so does your image
and i know my love for you
won't be a problem anymore
this wasn't my fault, i didn't start out wanting to die
i guess loving you was suicide
this is like the most random stupid poem in the world...don't even ask.
