I can't decide !

I can't decide
if i want to live or die
i can't decide
if i want to smile or cry
i can't decide
if i want to run or stay
i can't decide
if i want to live another day
i can't decide
if i want to love or hate
i can't decide
if i want to be single or date
i can't decide
how i want to life my life
i can't decide
if i want to grab the kitchen knife
i can't decide
what i want to be
i can't decide
so whats going to happen to me?

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