In this cruel dark world of pain
Slitting closer to the vein
Constantly in heaps of tears
fears keep piling on my fears
Death is coming closer too
comforting it talks to you
Tells you you can get away
not feel this pain everyday
Tells you just to take the knife
slit your throat and end your life
But I am still in two minds
for although depression binds
I am scared of dying too
Yes I am frightened yes, aren't you
But no no the darkness wins
Telling me to kill again
Talking to me in my dreams
Closer to the end I lean
Standing on a thin thin line
Trying hard to pass the time
With my drugs and with my cuts
Though my mind it gives me buts
I will try to find a way
to take all my pain away
