I want to die
Don't want to cry
Don't want to live
Don't need to give
Don't need a reason but my pain
It's falling on me cold like rain
And as it drenches me I feel
Finally theres something real
My anger and my hate are kings
They are the ones that darkness brings
They control my life they do
They're the ones that love me too
They are sucking me right in
My life they have now ruined
For I am just an empty head
Crying all nights in my bed
Yelling out in hurt and hate
Awful dreams they do create
Now I have it faithful knife
I very nearly take my life
Cutting closer to the vein
Getting oh so close again
How long will I last who knows
But I'm getting very close
Who knows what tomorrow brings
Lets just hope the dark wont win
