My heart's been knocking

The torch I carry is burning hot for you
The pain the hurt dreams that don’t come true
I’d hoped by now I could make you see
It must be you since I know it’s not me

It’s been five years or maybe even more
My heart's been knocking waiting at your door
So often at times I’ve tried to be there for you
It’s like punching walls and I can’t break through

Some days I think this pain is going to drive me mad
How can I exist so down and feeling oh so sad
To dream the dream knowing it won’t come true
Maybe it will I guess that's all up to you