This is where i come to fill the hole
to destroy the void in my soul
here I'm sane i keep my health
a place where i can't hurt myself
when I'm here there are no tears
this place fights away my fears
this place calms my inner selfs war
i can forget death knocking on my door
i watch for a while as she spins and twirled
and took me away from the cold hard world
i look at the love in her soft eyes
loving how she takes what i despise
i thought nothing would tear me from her
but then i started to stir
i had been in so deep
but now I'm waking from my sleep
now i remember all of it
how her body was torn and slit
and i wanted her to stay i really tried
but in my arms she had died
so on her body i solemnly wept
at the one fact of life i could not except.....