When I look at you
I see my whole life
I see everything that means so much to you
deep down inside
I'm there
But why can't you see it?
Everything is different
Because you never talk to me anymore
Why am I there?
Why am I so unhappy when I'm not around you?
Why can I see myself there, but you can't?
These are some of the questions that I ask myself
I hope one day that you will see
the same thing I do
But I don't know how long it will take
Nothing exists inside of me, but you
You can't see that
Even though people try
I want to give up
But I don't think I can
Every time I try to give up
Something pulls me back
But I don't know if it's the love that you have
or if it's my love holding on tight
Everything around has something to do with you
But I don't know what that is yet
Why is everything so damn hard?
Even though everything isn't easy
Who keeps pulling me back to you?
Who cares about what I want?
Who notices that I'm deep down inside of you?
All I can say is "no one"
*please vote and comment. it would mean a lot to me right now with what I'm going through even though I know that I'm not the only one. thanks.*