Confessions of a vampiress

*i was feeling bad when i wrote this*

never see the world
exactly the same way.
you're waiting for the sun to rise
so we can see another day.

buried in this blackness,
under six feet deep.
i can't see the moon or stars,
in my eternal sleep.

my skin is pale,
my hair raven black.
my lips, ruby red,
never to turn back.

back to their rose,
their soft human tone.
but now i have chance
because i am alone.

your hands in black gloves
wrap round my arm
and the teeth against my neck
are my only harm.

you robe me in black
silk, velvet, satin.
tell me the places I'll see
aren't like places I've been.

ice and snow lay all around,
my breath comes in clouds.
as bodies of my champions
lie covered by shrouds.

my temperature plummets down,
but my pulse rises high.
no more is the moon
lit up in the sky.

i fight the urge to scream
the urge to run away.
but as you enfold me in your arms
you make hear what you say.

you took me because you love me
and i am only yours.
I'll never leave again,
never pass through those icy doors.

you're just being selfish,
and it's me that you torment.
but my life's no more than pieces
torn and ripped and wrent.

so if i die,
a monster like you,
for you i pray
you go through this too.