A cop came to my doorstep
Said you shot yourself in the head
Said that your better off now
Now that you are dead
I told him that hes wrong
That you knew you loved us all
I told him you were strong
You wouldn't take that fall
I told him that i cared about you
And he told me that he knew
He didn't believe me at all
So i told him he doesn't know you
I begin to shut the door
And he began to speak some words
But i didn't care to listen
didn't care about what i heard
he told me it was an accident
that it wasn't suicide
he told me you were raped and killed
you screamed alot and cried
he told me that he will find who
and they will suffer the most
he told me that hes doing it
only because of you
why did they have to take you
from my only grasp
why did they have to drag you
right down this horrid path
you were everything that i wanted
you were everything that i needed
every day i hoped you wouldn't leave
every day i pleaded
you didn't want to die did you?
but it just happened so fast
i didn't mean to rape and kill you
to let you off this grasp
i didn't mean to make you hurt
i didn't mean for you to cry
i swear i didn't mean for this
for you to go and die
i was only having a little fun
but it got to far
now your life is done
i want you to know that it was a mistake
i didn't mean to do that
to take you to that place
to bet all of my friends
that i could win the race
you screamed for me to stop
but i just didn't listen
as i through myself on top
i didn't mean to do that
to the one that i love
but i guess thats all it needed
that was enough
