Whats Wrong

I have been listening to the still silence that lurks within. This silence is the murderer that has killed me in the end.

It destroys my nerves and upsets my balanced emotions, Pulling me forth and farther away from love's devotion.

I see you everyday since our time together began. Suspicion is now turning against me and I'm lost in the abyss of sands.

Since we've been talking, a subtle avoidance has begun. Why have you don this? What has come between our lives as one.

Everlasting love is my most important goal. But your unidentifiable emotions have been confusing my soul.

I thought our lives were the future forever. What ever happen to the love we shared together?

Tell me it isn't so that you have found another. Tell me its just you being sick from being under the weather.

Show me it isn't over and grant me my only wish. To be with you forever till we died. I only want happiness in our lives.

When all has come to end, I hope to find our love still connected. I will love you always, even if I were rejected.

But suicide would be an issue for me, and my soul would burn in hell for eternity.

My emotional status could not take that kind of pain. Losing you is the worst thing that could happen to my veins.

Because that is where it all would end. I would bring forth a sharpened blade and cut into these wrists. Then bleed till my life force was gone into the mist.

My happy ending would crumble without you in my life. My only wish is for you to be with me forever as my wonderful caring wife.