Losing you

I see you now your face so white
lighting up the darkened night
seeing and feeling your pain
as disease takes hold again
every single night you call
so afraid that you will fall
every night I hear you crying
because you're so scared of dying
it tears me up inside to hear
your voice drowned out by constant tears
this disease is breaking you
destroying your family too
I cannot bare to feel this pain
drowning me over again
at school I try to stay strong
I tell myself your holding on
but darkness is so close to me
who knows what will happen to me
when you finally take the stage
falling into a dark grave
when you float from your limp corpse
disattached from awful thoughts
think about us one last time
try and come back say goodbye
Because all of us love you
hopefully you love us too