Today...Tomorrow

Sorry, this poem was really just a shout out to Andy. I know, stupid, but I want to pretend that he is able to read it. Please comment/rate if you'd like. Thanks for your patience with my weird and awkward ways!

A kiss for you today
As you shed a final tear
A hug for you today
In hope you can see clear

I wish you saw a better way
I wish you never said good bye
I wish you had talked to me
I wish you didn't feel like you had to die

A prayer for you today
As you ascend above
A gift for you today
To show you all our love

I wish I had been there
I wish you knew how much you're missed
I wish everyone was not so cruel
I wish you knew you did exist

Without you there is no hope
I just can't go on
I don't want to accept the fact
That you really are gone

Now a kiss for me tomorrow
As I shed a final tear
And a hug for me tomorrow
In hope I can see clear

I wish there was a better way
I wish I didn't have to say good bye
But I wish I could talk to you
So now I wish I could die

A prayer for me tomorrow
As I ascend above
A gift for me tomorrow
To help show you my love

I wish I were with you
I wish I weren't missed
I wish people would forget about me
I wish that in heaven we both can exist

'Cause on Earth there is no hope
I just can not go on
And I can't accept the fact
That I'm still here and you are gone

~*~R.I.P. FOREVER AND ALWAYS MY BEST AND ONLY FRIEND ANDY~*~
You will be forever missed! And regardless of what people say, you did it to relieve the pain. And those that are your true friend understand this. And the people that say suicide is a sin, it might be, but they just don't understand. They weren't you. And now, even though you're gone, you're here. And I'm with you and you're with me whatever I'm going through, and I know you'll help me! I love you, you were my best and only friend. The days will now be harder than ever, because you're not physically here, but I will try to get through and stay safe, strong and healthy, because that's what you would want. R.I.P FOREVER AND ALWAYS, ANDY!
ps: I eat sheets and drink moo moos, and don't you forget that! (crying now...) I miss and love you Andy!