Anger no longer keeps me from my sleep
though pain is still the reason that i weep
you turned away from those who loved you most
your memory being nothing but a haunting ghost
always conradicting with the image we all see now
it all happend so fast, though nobody really nows when or how
I would have given the world to have seen this comming
maybe there could have been a way to change it all, restart everything
but i didnt and as bad as it hurts i know i have to let you be
i only hope that someday you look back and possibly even think of me
I hope that someday you'll notice the way i tried
and that you'd understand why you hurt me when you lied
then maybe you'd feel the pain that i always kept hidden deep inside
I hope you someday hear the sound of your own heartless voice
and i hope you know the feeling of being left without a choice
I always regretted the things i never could change
but i guess theres a point when life gets so bad that it's hard to rearange
i wish things could have been different
because i cant find you wherever it is that you've went
Only this time i dont have the patience to go searching for you
for the first time i see, that there is nothing more i can do
Its time for me to leave the comfort of routine
and finally look at the things i should have long ago seen
the day i gave up on you
was the day i knew, my last regret was finally through