I'm Sick Of

I'm sick of trying
Thinking about you, I'm crying
I'm sick of waiting around for something that I'm never going to get
It's not worth the hurt of waiting any longer
I'm sick of trying to get into your heart when I only get pushed further away
It only gets worse each and every day
I'm sick of spending hours with you on my mind
Along with the thought of how we are 'just friends' is all I seem to find
I'm sick of giving you my heart when you always give it back
The key to your heart is the only thing I lack
I'm sick of watching you fall in love with her
I wish you could see me like that but to you I'm just a blur
I'm sick of you messing with my mind making me think there is something there
When you won't let me into your heart and it really isn't fair
I'm sick of trying to make you fall for me
When I'm not the one, it's HER you see
But most of all I'm sick of the way no matter how hard I try my feelings just will not go away
They always come back as if they are ment to stay