It fascinate me
how i can be in a blank stare
and you still push me down
all the time
you push me around
knock me down
slide across the floor
i gave up on screaming for help
so i hide in my room
trying to make believe i don't exist
but only to protected myself from you
it worked for a while
but you push right in
why is this happing
where did it begin?
tell me
what i do wrong?
you never singed a lullaby
you forgot about prom
and when dad started pushing me around
i look around
and you were gone
dad i know whats wrong with you
so please don't blame me for what your dad did to you
my sisters are scared
can't you see
how you've affected our life's
with one swing
haven't you noticed that my books are gone
i had to give up school
and get a minimum wage job
cause you wont go to yours
you rather sit home
and just drink
why are you doing this
to everyone and me?
please just take your pills
take a few extras
to get well
lay my head down
not hearing a sound
going to get some sleep
to survive tomorrow's hell.
