A million tears

Ive cried a million tears in front of you
But never once have you seen
Ive died a hundred deaths in your arms
But you always thought I was in a dream

You know my feelings are wounded
But do you never question why
I don’t think you’d even notice
If I where to now die

But the truth is you see
I’ve been dying a little bit each day
Another piece of my life, my soul
Disappearing and fading away

Soon I won’t be here anymore
But you won’t know when I’m gone
And I wonder if you’ll ever regret
For never asking what was wrong

Will you suddenly remember?
All the pain you’ve seen me in
will you remember seeing words
Engraved deep into my skin

Will you remember the nights?
Where I sat alone in the dark
Will you remember the burns?
Caused by the slightest spark

Or have you always known my pain
And always seen the scars
Did you just not care?
Or did I stay away too far

Have I hidden all this time?
Never told you what Ive felt
Is it my own fault?
That Ive let my soul melt

But dose it even matter now
Have I drifted to far away?
But I don’t want to leave just yet
With you I want to stay

I know sometimes I may not show it
Just what’s going on deep down inside
But right now it’s your love
Which will only keep me alive

So please love and save me
I really don’t want to die
It’ll be ok as long as you remember
To notice the next time I cry

Because it only takes one time
Not to notice a tear
Or to look over a new wound
Or even to not see I’m in fear

So the next time you miss it
Remember it could be your last chance
To see what’s right in front of you
It only takes a second glance