I've once again went and ruined it all,
I let myself build up just to go and fall,
I don't know why I can't seem to let you go,
But all the things I feel inside I want you to know,
I want you to know how much I care for you,
I want you to know why I do the things I do,
Jordan, your all I ever think about,
You're my whole world inside and out,
Sometime I go to sleep hoping I don't awake,
I this this whole situation was fake,
I think about you all day long,
But I hold my head high and try to be strong,
But at night I break down and cry,
And continue to ask myself why.
