Little Girl

I did it so bad this time
But I didn't shed a tear
I wanted to cut oh so deep
So I'd no longer have to be here
Lying in this bed
With so many sleepless nights
Thinking of my pain
And crying until I lost my sight
It's been almost a year
Of my self-destructive ways
My cutting,Starving,Messing up
It's never gonna change
I'm still a little girl
I'm only fourteen years old
I shouldn't be living
With a heart that feels so cold
My wrist shouldn't be bleeding
I should have a smile on my face
I should not take my days for granted
I shouldn't want to leave this place
I'm just a little girl
And I don't know what to do
I'm the one you pass by in the hall
I'm the one so far from you
I'm the one with the big smile
I wear it for you every day
Inside I am dying
And I'll never be okay