It's raining again today, the sun is shining bright
It's hot but cold, outside it seems so light
The day is dark
I'm happy still, trying to defy what's wrong- define what should be real.
Confusion washes over me, why do things come to you so easily?
I'm stuck here in a quiet place, hazy things seem to be
I'm trying not to fall in love, hoping
He falls in love with me.
Let me go, oh misery
I'm so tired of your company
Can't you see that now I'm happy?
I'm no longer with you, I'm no longer lonely.
Holding on still to the past, things seemed so great just like that
Thank God they are no longer my life thank God I'm not condemned to that strife!
Reality.
Reality?
It's not raining again today, the sun seems almost dimmed
I'm trying not to fall in love, I want to be in love with him.
