The shadow's that lurked under me, slowly make their way around me.
I take a look around. yet see nothing.
I open up my ears to hear the sounds that surround me, but theres no noise to be herd.
I've always wondered how you could hear glass fall to the ground,
Shatter into a million pieces and jump right up to fix it,
when my heart lays right before your eyes and you still sit there and wonder what happen.
My skin begins to burn of the thought of yours loss.
But now i know my burdens are my own. now because of you i have no home.
Ill continue to hold my head high. Keep all of my pride.
avoid the fact you where my all and let my heart fall.
i slowly realize i have created my own prison. and have hurt-ed myself so you cant.
the paper thin blade slowly cuts through the paper thin wrist while it slowly bleed by the
though of you. I realized there is no tomorrow nor was there a yesterday, it seems as only today.
yet even though you put me though it all and i refuse to cry ill always hold my burdens high.
because of you i let them go let them all disappear.
you promised me life you promised me love.
because of you my burdens come back 10 times stronger of what they where before.
i have nothing left but my selfless pride and the one and only thing i kept close * a Friend *
My face will show no emotion toward you. i will always have all of my sins.
my screams will always be cry's for help. No one cares to here.
If you could only listen for just one moment.
Open your eyes take a look around.
Life's not what you thought it appeared to be.
Demons and ghosts walk the earth.
The ones you see and reach out to.. and the ones you don't.
You cant love what you cant see and you cant reach out for something that isn't there.
Ignore whats not right in front of you because its not important.
Let go of the things you don't want to feel. None of this is real.
Its a figment.Its a picture. Its a thought.Its a memory.
On another persons view on what they see. what they feel. possibly want things to be.
Let it go.Let things just pass you by.If your lucky it will come back.
But now you'll never know. You let everything go.
