Can not think of a name

A secret kept,
Tears Cried,
Never ending Pain,
Memories of moments
Spent trembling and hiding inside herself
From the distrusting

No way to forget
No way to understand
No way to stop the pain
No way but……….

Will she leave or,
Will she stay?
Will she say yes or,
Will she say no?

As she sits in the
Never ending Pain
Her life is held in her
Own hands

Is she strong enough? Or
Is she to weak to stay?
Is she abele to live in the world that she has come to hate?
Is she abele to forgive the one who had taken one thing she will never get back?

She is tempted to say no but…
She can’t take the pain
Of the memories
She could never find it in her self
To forgive
She feels she has caused to much pain on
Her family and that all the grief and pain
Is some how the path she had led them to
She can’t handle of the pain he and the unknowing
Has caused

She thinks of the yes possibilities
No pain but a few seconds
No memories
No feeling
No way in having to forgive
No more faulting of her self
No more
Just No more
No More?????

More confused than ever
She just dose what her hart tells her to
Not caring of the consequence
Until it is to late for her to turn back