I know i messed up, but you messed up too,
Now I'll never get the chance, to cry in front of you,
I screwed it up so badly,I blew it out of my mind,
It's the feelings I've been hiding, the feelings I now cant find
I'm lying in my bed, trying not to think of you
but the more i try not to, the more i do
because everything in my room reminds me of you
the walls remind me that your so strong, and you'll never fall
the windows remind me of how you get out of things, and how you make it through it all
the t.v. reminds me of your personality, and how you always seem to change
the lava lamp reminds me that you never stay the same
my blanket reminds me how you cover me when i feel cold
the floor reminds me of you bravery, and how you are so bold
i just cant take my mind off you, i try really hard to
i turn off my lamp and say good-night, then it starts again
with myself , another fight
