Reflections

Standing there by my reflection
Trying to escape depression
Only seeing blood and tears
Building up over the years
Looking at my clouded eyes
Losing happiness in time
looking at my rolls of fat
who would want to look at that
staring at my saddened face
lost and darkened in this place
Constantly staring at the ground
Trying not to make a sound
Looking myself up and down
On my face appears a frown
As I think of skinny girls
Happily living in this world
Now I'm staring at me thinking
Into sadness thoughts are sinking
Happening in front of me
Constant small apologies
I am sorry to my arms
Those who took all my self harm
But it was a new sensation
taking me from my reflection
Who is that person in the mirror
looking at the face, it's clearer
No longer happy full of life
But pained by troubles, constant strife
Wishing to be left alone
Constantly there on her own
Wanting to be left in peace
Staring at her own two feet
get away from her reflection
Where she first met the depression