Left Me Alone

My fascination for death
Escalated sense you left
My obsession has grown
Eversence you left me alone

Now as I sit in the dark
Taking shot by shot
Saying stupid remarks
Tell me I drink a lot

Is this a choice
Does it have to end this way
Listen to the tone of my voice
Do I really sound OK

My life is now destroyed
I try to hide my bad side
Every second trying to avoid
Never believing you lyed

I wanted to tell you soon
I didnt have it in me
That one cold afternoon
I set myself free