Longing for love

I've always wanted someone so kind, sweet, and loving, so i gazed and prayed into the distant stars and finally you came to me. My body shakes, my stomach quakes, and my heart increases speed until it tears apart, but th intensity of your sweet smile is so amazing it could heal a frozen heart. your kiss was like the rain was done and along came the sun. whenever I'm with you i feel freed from the world and all it's problems. i have hidden my feeling and built a wall around my hear. I protected myself, but secretly yearned to remove that wall. I've no idea where were heading but I'm feared it's fate. My fear of intimacy has faded away, the only thing that is left is us everyday. theres not much i know about love, bur theres on thing for me to do. There will always be a fear of embarrassment and shame but theres no way to win without playing the game.