Love

I sit in my room and hold myself tight
And this i repeat almost every night
As i lie crying on my bed
Hundreds of thoughts run through my head
Everything was perfect everything was fine
But soon it would go; it was only a matter of time
Finally it happened; I messed up real bad
I begged you to forgive me, to remember what we had
But i did too much damage and i did it too late
All you had to give was unimaginable hate
So here I am alone again, silent on the floor
My mum is screaming, there's police at the door
I'm sorry i didn't do it, I couldn't pass loves test
I died just for you, i know it's for the best.