So many times that we'd hung out
All day we'd laugh and play
Then suddenly something changes
One strange mysterious day
You approach from no where
Your familiar hands around my waist
Blowing on my neck
Giving me a taste
Out of nowhere these feelings arise
And we're now sitting down
I see you looking and hear your whispers
But I barely make a sound
Compulsively I react
I turn to meet your face
Slowly I admit you
I can feel your heart begin to race
I move closer and look down
I know what will soon come
Our hands soon meet
And I do something very dumb
I slide my hand up and down your arm
Till your fingers are inbetween mine
As if they are making love
Our hands are now entwined
Faces rub against each other
But there is no kiss
You try to make the score
But I jump too quick, you miss
You touch me and caress me
And rub me from head to toe
I torment you with my body
Parts of me you long to know
You lay me down and bend over me
And I almost lean in
You ready me to make your move
And then again the plot turns thin
I move away, you're so confused
So you just try again
I stroke your arm and meet your face
As if to make amends
I cuddle you and let your hands slip
Cheek to cheek and chest to chest
You're almost there and oh so close
Almost know what will come next
Your hand, at the door, wants to come in
But i pull away and you just barely miss
You want to find a more private place
But thats something i can't risk
I give you a giggle, roll you over
It's time for me to climb on top
I take over, you almost jump
Lead you on and then I stop
I move away and turn my face
You grab for me to stay
You want me badly
But I just pull away
You dont quite understand
So many reasons you can't see
You think I led you on
But the one who was led is me
I don't mean to flirt around
To excite you quite so much
I had thought we were just friends
And this was just a playful touch
I did not do it on purpose
Understand this was reaction
It wasnt to go this far
It was playful satisfaction
I know just what you wanted
To have me on a whole
At least a simple kiss
A bargain worth the tole
However I could not
So much I must resist
Only to lead on
Alone I must exist
