KATIE
this is fantastic, thought not a poem, to me, because the majority of it I comepletly relate to and it's so great to know I'm not alone.
The only things though, i wish you didn't miss him, and I don't know how you can. Maybe your just a better person than me but all I can do is hate him. Perhaps I "need" him, or not him but someone like him, but I'll never be able to have someone that close of a friend again because of what a comepletly false person he was. I completly related to the mentions of God, and the "it's safe to say I hate you"
but katie please don't say it's your fault! he was so selfish and idiotic to do that and it had nothing to do with your part. you did NOTHING WRONG
I really liked when you mentioned,
"Well, I hate to sit here and say, "I miss you"- But we all know lying isn't my thing
*- Unlike you -*"
HA yes. a true liar, probably the best I have ever come across.
I'm glad you got this out darling, but please know it's not you fault, and he doesn't deserve to be missed or cared about though i know you do for him-perhaps anger will get stronger through those points I don't know.
Love*muah

I'm so sorry you feel this way and I can really understand what you feel when someone you needed just turns their back and leaves. Then one day you need them, yet you know you can't have them there to help you.
If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for ya!
Mwa!!!