Sad,Mad,upset, and disappointed all describe how I feel,
I hate to know that you are the one who makes my day go downhill,
I understand that you are stressed,but I am too,
And there are other ways to solve it other than how you do,
Getting drunk does get things off your mind,
But it may also lead to consequences at times,
Being a teenager I have many ways to solve my problems as well,
But I find other ways that don\'t turn other peoples lives into a living hell,
I love you so much, even if its not always what I say,
It`s just that you do things to piss me off, day after day,
I understand that I may not always treat w/ the most respect,
But that is also due to the fact that you cause most of my stress,
Smoking and drinking may help clear your mind,
But that only lasts for a short period of time,
So if I were you I would try to take some time to be alone,
And pray that every time your out like that, that you always make it home
Your friends and family love you dearly and understand how you feel,
You just need to realize and face the fact, that some things we don\'t want to believe in life, are actually real
So when your always home alone, you ought to put some of this into thought,
Think if this is really the best way to solve the solution or not.
