When will dis world change when will things get Better these are all questions we ask but no one nows y do we live in a place that people cant stand y do people die and y do people cry i don't understand y i live and others die i don't understand y i eat while others don't i don't see why i have a place to live when Others don't i just don't understand god can u give me a reason or a purpose on dis earth can u help me find where i belong god i don't no and i need to no because i feel so helpless like i don't belong on dis earth i don't deserve to serve u i don't deserve a lot of things but u give them to me and i don't no y and i really really would like to no y what have i done that Others haven't i worship u but in my own way I'm not like the normal church people i don't no y u help me out and den u let Other suffer god and i no there is a reason but i guess that I'm not supposed to no and god i wanna no y I'm here and your not y do i live in a place where people die and make Other people cry and y i live a in a time of war and y i don't understand anything in life i just don't no y god I'm to young to feel like this and i don't understand so god can u please help me figure something out god because rite now i don't feel like i no anything at all and i don't no y god y did u let me live here and not somewhere else y did u let me eat and others starve god i don't understand and i don't see y y don't i have a father y others do y do i have a mother when others don't i don't understand god i no i sound spoiled like i don't understand or I'm ungrateful but i need to no god and its just Killing me that i don't have a purpose on dis earth and i just don't no
