Why do i do this to myself i want to know y i second guess myself why cant i just have the confidence to do something or fight for something that i want this i do not know why am i so able to speak my mind but when it comes to a girl/guy i crawl and hide i do not know these things why do my moods change so fast y can i go from being happy and think about something and get all upset why are these things happing to me why is it that good guys/girls always finish last why do i get wrongly judge why am i so upset ova stupid stuff y don't i cry why cant i die i really wanna know the answers but i no the only one that knows the answers helps me when i get to down and I'm getting that way and he sees i am but it doesn't fill like its lifting off so i guess i can handle more or can i i really don't know i just fill like i should die at times but i don't wanna make so many people cry i don't want them to wonder why i just past away and stuff i just need to know i really don't but owell i guess the answers to these questions aren't meant to be known
