Depression

The feeling deep inside
i don't know what it is
i don't show it on the outside

I'm so happy on the outside
and so sad on the inside

they don't suspect a thing
then i hear the phone ring

i run and answer it
of course its not you

i run to the bathroom
and grab the knife
what a life

I'm a screw up
everyone says
i just tell them to shut up
and reach for my knife

i shed blood
i wouldn't if they weren't so rude