I know i said i don't
but the truth is that i do.
no matter how u treat me
i'll still feel for you.
convincing myself you still think about me,
but knowing that you don't,
makes me wonder about giving up,
but i can't, i won't.
i feel like its all my fault,
i made you get away,
but being without you gets harder every single day.
the truth is what we had was special,
and can't just disappear
i can't say goodbye without shedding a million tears.
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I try pretend im OK
i know you can see passed this,
i know that you still care, but until that day,
i'll act as if my feelings aren't there.