I miss him so much. I cry every night because my soul yearns for his company. How can I feel like this still? He hasn't the slightest clue that I love him. And its my fault, I allowed myself to fall into this oh-so-familiar scene. As if I'm reading my own book but I'm stuck like a record I keep repeating the same part over and over again. What is wrong with me? I'm being split into pieces over 1 stupid guy. But he is so perfect, flawless in every way. It's like his voice is heavenly and it lifts me up to a cloud, gets me away from all of this pain. Like a temporary high for myself. It feels so good to here his voice because it makes me feel like I can fly, fly away from everything for a short time. When our time comes to end the conversation I beg for him not to go. Like when he goes away I will fall and its then that I realize that a little at a time I'm losing my self to him
*_*_*Hey everyone. If you have read my other poem entitled,'I've got a secret' you should be able to understand what this poem is sayin. Now you might think I'm crazy but this guy to me isn't just a one time thing. I really do believe that I love him and I use this website to express myself because if I tell him I'm afraid he won't talk to me again. So read it and vote/comment on wut you think.*_*_*
