I sit....
I think...
I wonder....
How?, why?
How did I get this far, how did I get though it all,
But why did I stay why am I still alive, im alive for no reason,
My past hunts me like my emotions come in between what’s real and what’s fantasy.
I see.
I feel.
But I don’t belong,
I watch it drip I watch it flow,
I watch the pain,
But nothing happens.......
Why do I do it to my self,
Am I selfish do I want attention?
No!
I want to be alone I want to be free from what has trapped me,
My thoughts there every night and day,
My well being crashing before my eyes,
But all I do is bring pain to my self and lost of hope,
Another cold night another ice cold tear,
If I saved all my tears I could be drowning in my pain.
