It's over now, I'm relapsing
feel my knees buckle and now I'm collapsing
Falling free, struggling for something to grip
The seams of my heart slowly begin to rip
No reason left to live my pitiful existence
Fighting so hard but losing resistance
Giving in to the voices in my head
I don't belong here, I'm better off dead
Looking to the future to see nothing but a void
my veins have been cut, Ive already been destroyed
Just waiting patiently to fall to my death
Hanging from my closet, rope cutting off my breath
Hoping no one finds me any time soon
Until tomorrow maybe around noon
Maybe then they wont be able to change whats happened
And Stop me from bringing my life to an end
It wouldn't have happened if they would have paid attention
Not blow me off and leave me in suspension
They could have saved me from relapsing
They never had enough time to do a single thing
