Do not forgive me

I hate to do this to you
i hate what I've become
I'm to ashamed to look into your eyes
I'm to ashamed to say these goodbyes

Liberated.
Thats what it seems
Freed of these shackles,
is what i want to be

i wish you didn't love me
but its all so bitter sweet
i love that you love me
For this selfish craving for flattery.

Do not forgive me
Do not look at me
For this sick and twisted selfish child
deserves to forever be alone
She deserves to forever be unknown.