The Black Angel©

My heart beat is slowing down
and the cuts still blead
I lay upon my pillows
and begin to weep

I can't remember why I begin to cut
although I continue to do so
all my painful emotions fill the floor
and the physical plain shows through

the pain starts to fade
and my eyes slowly shut
my mind gets all cloudy
and then suddenly dark

I listen very carefully
wondering if this is death
and then I hear a whisper
and then a lovely voice

this black angel started singing to me
and then shook me awake
why did it send me back
to a life I truely hate

Ill cut once more
try to die again
but next time Ill realize
im already dead